life

why is that i am 21 and i feel like i am 12... i have a pretty decent life i go to school i come home i have a nice home i live life pretty well i can pretty much say my parents are great but there are times they just dont understand i try to see from there point of view i just cant when they fell like they cant trust me. i am 21 i am a legal adult there is absoutly no excuse for not lettin me drive on the highway to see my boyfriend or to see my friends up at school no excuse i have never gotten a ticket knock onwood never a bad accident knock on wood yes ive had minor incidents but still not fair. yes i know i am their daughter but treatin me like i am 12 isnt gonna make me learn if they are so afraid then why dont they teach me. why dont they want me to learn its ridicouls people who are way younger than me and have less experience can go but i cant its just so i cant even describe it it makes no sense there really is no reason i can not if they have a good reason id be okay with it but they dont at all and that just makes me mad which is why i am writing this i need to let my feelings out before i just get bottled up i mean i do love my parents and i know they care but they have to let go sometime and let me figure things out and learn thats part of being an adult is learning from ur mistakes and knowin whats right for you. with your parents there to guide you not tell you cant do something or make you so afraid you dont even want to tell them thats not right i love my parents they are great i wouldn be here if it wasnt for them , i understand they wants whats best for me but when is it time for me to learn that i have always been a good girl done what they tell me to always but in some ways thats hurt me because i let them walk on me sometimes instead of just doin it i dont because i am afraid of what theyll think what if i went away to school which i really do wish i did i think id have more freedom not that i dont now cuz i do but i could make decisions for myself not having them decide for me... well now that i got that out of my system its time to watch some of my favorite boys and prlly fall asleep its been a long day

god bless all of you tillnext time

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