and a new year comes

in about 4 days it will be new years time for new begings and continueing awesome things as welll... a new start for school and a new goal to loose some weight again although this time i believe i can do it with support of my friends and my bf and family i know i can do it. this has been one crazy year to loosing my aunt in the middle of the year to meeting my boyfriend. its been quite a year and i wouldnt change anythign thats happend every thing good happens for a reason as well with the bad too this year will be fantstic


untill next time

6 more days

i cant believe its only 6 more days till xmas a lot has changed with this year good and bad. this time last year i still had a job i didn have to worry about where i was workin how i was gettin money. even though a few months later it closed. this year has been a crazy and wild year but one ill never forget i did okay in school. i lost my job and lost my aunt. it was rough but than some good things happend to i met some and became friends with some people i havent in seen in awhile. i met a wonderful guy whoi wouldnt have asked for better.

this semsester is finally done i cant believe how fast this semsester went. in a few years ill be done gettin started in a class room as much as ppl bash teachers and tel me not to go into its not a good idea i still want to. i know this is what i want to do. i have known this since i was in 2nd grade my mind isn changin.

this is the time of year i love. family all around. friends comin home from college seein them all i love it wha ti dont love is how material everyone has to be. i wish for one year i can have a christmas eve with no fighting or my mom runnin around like a chicken with her head cut off tryin to make sure everythin is spotless its just family i understand she wants it clean but some of the stuf is just crazy. i say a lil clean here and there sure. she doesn move well anyway they should understand. and i hate that im the only one who has to help my brother cant i think its ridicoulous he lives here to he has just as much right as me . even with all that said i am really excited for the holidays i am happy to be with my family and give my presents to everyone. i am excited to see my friends who i ahvent seen in months. im excited to see my boyfriend who i havent seen in a while almost a month. this holiday will be lots of fun and excitment. i cant wait to have family and eat for christmas well may all ur christmases be bright


until later

christmas cheer brings family near

I need you now ....

only a week left till the end of the semester i am so excited i dont think i have been more excited for a semester to be over in my entire life than this one..... something about the semester wasnt really hard just so draged out.... well one of my favorite holidays is comin up not. i mean dont get me wrong i love christmas but with school and finals and cleaning its just to much and not enough time. i want a christmas where i can relax and enjoy it and not have people fight and not it be about material things and about what really counts being around eachother and the ones you love thats what christmas is about not the presents not the lights not christmas trees or decorations or even snow its about being with eachother and supporting each other... i dont care if people dont want to say merry christmas im a christian/catholic what ever so its merry christmas not happy holidays... and im goin to say it proudly MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! you dont like it to bad...


until i have another monumental moment to blog about im out

<3

long well needed update...

well lots has happend over the last few months but i wont start there...

i cant believe how fast this semester has gone by already... its been a hell of a semester but over all its been pretty good. I dont even know where to begin but all i can say is this ... when life gets tough just keep on truckin things will work out for the best in the end.

Only 4 more class days left till my break.. i have still so much christmas shoppin to do... and pretty much no money but im gettin there i have been lookin hopefuly something will pop up here soon. although i am very excited for christmas time with my friends and family and spending it with my boy who is absoutly amazing. i was over there this weekend and let me tell you goin from being in the rambunctious city life to the quite solomon country is so nice. its like walkin into another world. from crazy drivers down up here to barely anyone on the road over there. its beautiful let me tell you. although i do love my city life gettin away is so nice to relax and be calm and so gun ho all the time.

Hopefuly soon it will start to look like christmas more with in the next few weeks... there are lights up but it never feels like chirstmas until there is snow on the ground. although i hate the cold im kinda excited. considering yesterday i saw the first couple snow flurries yesterday.
well im off to finish watchin elf and enjoyin everything this next couple of stressful week will bring oh finals how i love you not

love and cherish everything around you
until next time folks